Tumblr (3.0; @under-soilanddirt)http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/<p><!-- more --></p> <p>I&#8217;m going to fail this semester in school. I have financial aid and that will be taken from me. I can&#8217;t afford classes on my own. You can send a letter explaining why you failed and they can decide whether or not you should get a second chance. What the fuck am I supposed to say?<br/><br/>Dear people giving me a bunch of money for bullshit classes<br/>I want to kill myself and I can&#8217;t seem to get out of bed in the morning. My bad. </p> <p>Sincerely, one of the many kids you don&#8217;t give a shit about hearing from.</p> <p>All I want to do is fucking lay here. All I want to fucking do is feel better. Forcing myself to go outside and do things is only making me feel worse. I&#8217;m forcing interactions. <em>Well maybe if I hang out with my friends I&#8217;ll start to feel better. </em>No, that&#8217;s not how this shit works and I need to realize that. These thoughts haunt my mind, eat away at me and I don&#8217;t know what to do about them anymore. <br/>I had a glimmer of hope. Realizing who the toxic people were in my life and eliminating them. I thought maybe that would help when it really only pushed me farther down. I can&#8217;t fucking handle this anymore and I don&#8217;t know what to do. </p>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45688196838http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45688196838Mon, 18 Mar 2013 15:07:17 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxv9y3v0Fq1r5dtjdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45099324671http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45099324671Mon, 11 Mar 2013 04:17:38 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/64cf1a63e50fb7e542164b5e27699deb/tumblr_minmd35A041r84h3xo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45099240471http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45099240471Mon, 11 Mar 2013 04:14:32 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9n0hi5W5R1r4a8aso1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45099238825http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/45099238825Mon, 11 Mar 2013 04:14:29 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/675780d2d6ac7a0cabc5081d2dc3e275/tumblr_mj9lf26f3Z1rxxu2ro1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://0mnis-e.tumblr.com/post/44744708891" class="tumblr_blog">0mnis-e</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><b>Highway into the sunset</b>, By <a href="http://500px.com/busrakavalci">Büşra Kavalcı</a>.</p></blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819912301http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819912301Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:21:07 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4d75af0353946ed46cba62d154c2cdd9/tumblr_mj5nrqPY2X1rcbxfuo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://foodtheatre.tumblr.com/post/44564270340/caramelized-fennel-roasted-garlic-tomato-and">foodtheatre</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Caramelized Fennel, Roasted Garlic, Tomato and Lemon soup</p> </blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819901852http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819901852Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:20:59 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m15hxpa6bP1r3e2tvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819897042http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819897042Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:20:55 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcsaysoNc81qzr98mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819886975http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819886975Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:20:47 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/34e18873198c5c21609a0fab1553132a/tumblr_mifsa7cwEn1qlokj9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819873885http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44819873885Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:20:36 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc4hsuJ0U91qeh8rvo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://ins0litus.tumblr.com/post/33878439554">ins0litus</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/aubryaragonart/7163331891/" title="Fledgling">Fledgling</a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/aubryaragonart/">Aubry Aragon</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44818346705http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44818346705Thu, 07 Mar 2013 19:00:49 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f3593c96738cf6162a88199f956413de/tumblr_mic6u8ZI491qf588lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://cyan0sis.tumblr.com/post/43264061211/hello-goldie-by-singc-on-flickr">cyan0sis</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/singc/5103557927/" title="Hello Goldie">Hello Goldie</a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/singc/">SingC</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817914382http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817914382Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:55:16 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bd2468d6c10d99586c7fa1789e0af895/tumblr_mg8befKF1S1s0a4soo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://imperfectio.tumblr.com/post/39881731423/a-hot-chocolate-kind-of-afternoon-by-julie">imperfectio</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/lalalie/6940047494/" title="A hot chocolate kind of afternoon.">A hot chocolate kind of afternoon.</a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/lalalie/">Julie Lavelle</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817845736http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817845736Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:54:24 -0500<p><!-- more --></p> <p>omg I need a hummus pita RIGHT NOW. </p>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817537882http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817537882Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:50:24 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/222e11e274b5ab89a18a8db5967aa812/tumblr_mirodpUyJs1qa05h5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817435125http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817435125Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:49:06 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8wyz4i4V21rska6xo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817426607http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817426607Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:48:59 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1cd74cfe231c92e3056d3b3e516ae2c0/tumblr_mj9b7xynSM1rav0gso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817423187http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817423187Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:48:57 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1c41986854a2fbf806dd341b0eb14717/tumblr_mj900x2CsI1s6ct26o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://smokin-guys.tumblr.com/post/44745539019/chris-pine">smokin-guys</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Chris Pine</p> </blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817402991http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817402991Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:48:41 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9894beb2ac0ccd407349821b0374d505/tumblr_mgfgm2k6ol1qmbqiyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817095569http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44817095569Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:44:40 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fe1726fadd3dc651d78705e08f3ec7f9/tumblr_mhy4zsFH8P1r9ouy2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44816979177http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44816979177Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:43:08 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/c84d9c72935bdc13b4679e311f5439f4/tumblr_mj9abd0jeh1qezrtho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sleepwiththelighton.tumblr.com/post/44725696437/afternoon-tea-by-graceadams-on-flickr">sleepwiththelighton</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gracekathleen/8534110967/" title="Afternoon Tea">Afternoon Tea</a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/gracekathleen/">GraceAdams</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44816965998http://under-soilanddirt.tumblr.com/post/44816965998Thu, 07 Mar 2013 18:42:58 -0500